Hey all,
Sorry it's been so long.
Awesome news. Jacques and I are back together and better yet we are planning to be married. I am such a lucky girl to have found the perfect man for me. No one on earth could have a better partner in crime than I. He loves me with my flaws and inperfections and excepts me. Not as a failure not a a saint or a sinner. He excepts sway. Me, for who I am. I think he is one of the few people who can look past the scars and see a human, who I am, my soul, My Ka. My essance and all I can say is THANKU THANKU THANKU. I don't know if I deserve him but we talk and communicate and hide nothing. Nothing is hidden.

Ps I haven't attempted to kill myself in over a month. I have my hard days but don't we all. the point is control and I am really really growing and developing as a person, as a pagan and a woman as Myself. I have confidance, I don't take nearly as much shit as I used to and I wish I would have learned all of this so mucn sooner. "I would give anything to know then what I know now...and to still have those thighs...I'm sure there still burried in there somwhere."-Yaya sisterhood
Love u all. Maybe someday I'll get to check all of my emails on here and see all the new art work. Forgive me in the meen time.
Love, SwAY